yeah no thats entirely my fault i havent touched this thing in 4 months lol. in that time i have started work, played outer wilds, started 2 shows, made an oc animatic and havve actually improved my art (or at least i hope so...). i need to update the oc part of my site cause its outdated as fawkkk but thatll be for future me whenever i wanna work on it.

and well okay here im gonna vent a little sorry (or. not sorry. this is my site after all). but, im going to uni, or. something like that. im not going to a levels like the rest of my friends and i keep double thinking my choices, im scared the uni im going to isnt "good enough" but its like whatever. itll be okay. i dont have any #bigplans so its probably fine... right? yeah. idk. lol. but uh anyways life moves on and ill see where it takes me whats important is just that i stay true to myself. i hope i make friends

UMMM yeah its been a few months haha. ive been kinda busy with a lot of stuff namely big exams which are like the biggest most defining ones ive had so far. but now that its over it feels pretty. idk it feels weird. im happy that i dont have to worry about it anymore but its bittersweet that its over yknow? the place ive been for so long and the people ive always been in will just be... gone. well not gone, but i wont be there anymore. but in other news i have more free time now!

with time, ill try adding more and more to this site... namely an art blog where ill display all my pieces eheheh. i have so much free time. wow. its weird ive never had this much free time in a while. its kinda overwhelming haha, it feels like i should be doing more with it. like i have the time to do anything i want, so im planning to use it to do as much as i can, mostly art. i REALLY wanna improve my art so i can make super awesome oc animatics cause i have so many situations in my head i NEED to visualize. ok rant over. see you! i will update this blog more promise!

yesterday mightve been the most pain i was in in a while. i didnt sleep at all and then we went to the clinic where i got antibiotics which have helped a lot. it still hurts but not to an extreme extent. i feel a lot of phlegm i wish i could get out though

didnt do a single productive thing yesterday, so im gonna try to make up for that today. a little. dunno

my throat's really sore, and im skipping school cause of it. i sorta feel guilty but its whatever, at least i dont have a terrible fever and headache like yesterday. i just wish i could stop coughing...

on the bright side, i can work on things i wanna work on. like this site lol. im not really particularly good at this but im having fun and thats all that matters. yay.